Everyday Goddess

A Return to Healthy Living. Feels Good.

2009 was many amazing things, but one thing it wasn't was healthy time. I gained 10 lbs when I surely would have preferred to be losing it. I don't even want to think about muscle mass.

As the year winds down, I've been slowly returning to healthier habits. That one pint of ice cream aside.

Having my own apartment helps A LOT. I've always worked out hard at home, and certainly in front of boyfriends, but found myself too self-conscious when I had a roommate who was home when I was. I love love love my workout tapes, and it is great to be finally moving around my apartment again. I'm getting back into it slowly, but surely. Being strong is so important to me; I always feel better when I'm working my muscles regularly at any level.

I went for a bike ride, and it was glorious. More for sure.

And I've been slowly returning to my South Beach diet and more frequent vegetarian eating. For a while after the breakup I was doing some comfort food therapy (hence ice cream in my house). And it's the holidays, so certainly I'm going to indulge a little more before the year is through. I'm looking forward to making lots of gingerbread and Mexican wedding cookies this weekend, plus a brisket AND noodle kugel.

But I've also been cooking up some healthy goodness in my new kitchen, and thank goodness for it. I'm definitely feeling stronger lately. I even tried to create a new recipe, with very fair to middlin' results. I under cooked my shallots, sigh.

 

I'm hoping (planning?) to do South Beach phase one in January. The over-achiever in me wants to say I'm going to do phase one for THE WHOLE MONTH, but I think that's unrealistic, so I'm thinking I'll focus on the two weeks starting January 4th. I think it will be a good cleanse and strong start to the new year.

Healthy living. I'm back.

What's the last book of the year???

OK, first of all, I'm behind on responding to comments, and I suck, and I'm sorry.

Second of all, I am one nonfiction book away from meeting my goal of 12 fiction and 12 nonfiction books this year! It has to be an audiobook, and I have to figure it out ASAP. Audio, I've got 20 minutes left of Give Me Liberty: A Handbook for American Revolutionaries and on paper, I'm tearing through Crucial Conversations: Tools for Talking When Stakes are High. That will make 23.

I wanted to read It's Not About the Bike: My Journey Back to Life, but it's only available in abridged audio format, which means it's not really available on audio because what the hell is up with abridged audio versions I have no idea. Makes no sense.

What do you say when you're done? "I read part of that book." ???

I haven't read Outliers: The Story of Success, but it's not what I want right now. I'm looking for science or history. I'm leaning towards The Worst Hard Time: The Untold Story of Those Who Survived the Great American Dust Bowl unless anyone else has a better idea? 

Maternity Coverage - An unanticipated wrinkle in my quest for independent health insurance.

So, I took a 6-month gig, and I turned down the craptastic "limited-benefit health insurance" I was offered from the temp agency I had to sign up with to take the job. And I lost the Cobra subsidy, because I had to sign up for the temp agency instead of just being freelance, and now my Cobra is $300/month. Which I thought was pretty expensive.

And maybe I'd like to be able to keep gigging, and take those opportunities, now that I've got my monthly expenses down, and I'm living on less. So I started looking for a potentially long-term independent health plan that would cost me less than the Cobra. And I knew that I wouldn't be able to afford what I had before.

But I didn't expect to get an email with three options, all of which didn't include maternity coverage. My first thought was, WTF, I'm 38, not 48! But a Facebook friend tells me that this is the norm now if you're trying to save money on your health insurance.

So look, if you've been reading me awhile, you know it would take some sort of radioactive supersperm for me to get pregnant. IUD, condom, spermicide. It is highly unlikely that I will accidentally get pregnant. I get that.

But the fact is, I *could* get pregnant. In which case, I certainly don't want having to pay the unmitigated costs of a pregnancy to factor into my decision about what to do about it. I think it would be completely irresponsible to get health insurance that doesn't cover maternity care. At the very least, it is not a long-term solution. And I'm not shopping for gap insurance.

What if I did want to get pregnant at some point? Then I would have to go back and get new health care *before* I start trying. Clearly, that would be Big Giant Pain In The Ass 2.

Let's pause to note that my male competition in this wonderful world of entertainment does not have this concern. That kinda blows.

But, it is what it is, so I express my desire for a plan that covers maternity to my health insurance broker, and I get an email with one HSA plan, one PPO that costs the same as my Cobra, and two HMOs that cost over $400/month. And I am completely, totally discouraged.

And feeling better about the cost of my Cobra, but Cobra is not a long-term solution. It will run out, and what if I develop some sort of illness while I'm on it? Then I'm rocking the pre-existing condition when I go to look for a policy.

So, OK, I either find another "real" job so I can get decent health coverage - something that's getting more difficult to do in this business and which will preclude me from taking the very opportunities I've been working my ass off for 7+ years to be able to take, or I accept that I'm going to personally pay $450/month for a health plan I really feel comfortable with. Which means I probably need to work a few more years before I can really entertain gigging in these lower pay, potentially better opportunity positions.

I'm halfway through my 6-month gig, and I've got no idea what the best solution is.

Here's an article I found from California NOW: Looking for Maternity Coverage in California? Schwarzenegger Says Look Elsewhere. Way to make sure disadvantaged people are completely screwed should they become pregnant.

Does anyone remember when an HMO was the lesser option? Now you get a PPO to save money, because who cares which doctor you can see, so long as you can actually see one and get treatment.

Finally, I had this thought that maybe it would be great if Los Angeles residents could get health insurance from the city? Surely there's a plan for city employees. What if we could simply join that group by being residents? It doesn't make sense to me that the growing number of people clamoring for health insurance not attached to a job doesn't create groups that should be able to get a good plan. Why not a group plan for Los Angeles residents? Surely there's plenty of us.

Billenium

OMG SO excited about this that just arrived today. "Billienium" is one of my most favoritest stories.

But I still need to read 2 non-fiction books to reach my goal for the year of 12 fiction and 12 nonfiction books! Must. Resist.

Ten Things I'm Thankful For Right Now

November was rough, and as December rushes in, I find part of myself settling into a darker place I don't particularly enjoy, but can't seem to shake. I've got many things I do when I'm fighting the darkside. Laundry. Cooking.

And sometimes I blog ten things I'm thankful for right now. So here goes.

1. I never have to date another person again if I don't want to.
2. I can take care of myself. Rent, food, gas; I've got it covered, all by myself.
3. Writing again. Science fiction.
4. Friends with patience. Lots of patience. Please keep having lots of patience.
5. Audio books.
6. My weights and workout video collection. My bike. Hiking.
7. My car.
8. All my tech. Wii. Mac. Tivo. Etc.
9. BlogHer.
10. Vegetables.